uncle johnny did cocaine

My appetite aint got no heart
I said my appetite aint got no heart
Shocking people when you feel that pull
Shock 'em, drop 'em when you know its full

I've been listening to the Killers a lot lately, and I really hate how some of their songs just hit a little too close to home. I won't stop listening to them on that basis, but that one song... Uncle Johnny is about my uncle. And I hate it hate hate it. And to admit that I hate it is to admit that he's dead... and goddammit I hate admitting that. It's been years, but I'm so mad still.